Monday, June 13, 2005

Im getting older and i need someone to rely on.
Im getting tired and i need someone to begin.

Its 3.47am on a Monday morning. I juz cant sleep. Juz finished talking to Jon on Skype. Talked abt our problems, mostly mine. I guess his the only person who really understands me, ok, not really, but he understand me more than any other ppl can. Sending loud music into my ear piece then to my ears. Indulging myself with music, bringing me into virtual reality, throwing all my heavy bags aside, floating and dancing in the midst of nowhere.

Later 5pm's my soccer trial, im all excited abt it. But whenever i get excited about something, the result will turn out negative. Thats wad im fearing. Hopefully im juz thinking too much.

Im reaching for something, but im juz too short to even touch it. I can see it clearly with my eyes, but i juz cant get my hands on it, it is such agony to not get hold of something u wan while u can see it clearly. Im sweating from all the stretching i did to reach for it. On the verge of giving up.

A ray of light pierce through the clouds floating in the sky. Bringing new hopes and challenges. But things of yesterday will still be part of today and tomorrow.

06/06/06
3:58 AM

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