Friday, May 13, 2005

wada odd night.
a cigg almost caused an explosion in a petrol kiosk - this explains tonight.

I muz admit, i really feel damn disappointed when u(jon) said u deleted some entries to his blog before giving me his blog's address. I was thinking, y did he wanna give me when he dont want to show me the full details. Im so interested in his blog because im curious abt the things that happened in his life. But now i guess i understand whats going on. Things are much complicated below the surface.

I'm no angela, so i cant do the things she does. Maybe u find that shes the perfect friend for u, but i doubt tat. Humans are nv flawless. Sometimes there are things u can tell me, but not anyone else, sometime there are things u cannot tell me but other ppl. I'm sorry if i made u sad or unhappy for things i did since we met.
Juz now u were calling me an asshole, my 6th sense tells me sometimes u find me an asshole. I dont know. U may be saying wth? But ya, i think that im an asshole to u juz now. I hope that u will tell me whenever im acting like an asshole or a fucker.

He may think that im not a good friend because after a few mins after a prob occurs, I'll tend to forget abt the prob and become happy again, but hey, y keep sad or unhappy stuff in ur heart? I dont wanna live a meaningless life by being unhappy with everything. I juz wanna live life to the fullest and die a happy man.

One more thing, Jon, y are u always telling me lies? Pls stop it ok? Im feeling irritated and annoyed because sometimes i trust the things u said, but it turns out to be fake. I'm trying very hard to differentiate the truth from the lies. Its like finding needles from a stack of hay. Sometimes i wanna trust u, but u force me to suspect u. I hate to suspect my own bud. So pls stop it ok? U can lie when we are playing but not often. I think that ya smart enough to understand what i mean cos i dont know how to type the things i wanna type.

Hopefully after tonight, things will improve alot better. Well, at least we are still meeting up tmr maybe for breakfast at mac, movie, and steamboat.

Brothers unite to form a Band of Brotherhood

-peace

06/06/06
4:27 AM

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