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Monday, August 21, 2006

i have yet to study for tmr's paper!
fuck.
its really tough,
i dont wanna re-take this fucking module.

baby's sexy and hot.
she simply makes me go crazy over her.


06/06/06
4:51 PM


Sunday, August 20, 2006

im back.
tuesday will be my last paper.
but i cant see any fun coming.
9-5, everyday, epp..
fucked up.

yesterday was fun.
but the food at noble house changed.

i wanna change, but i cant sadly.


06/06/06
2:13 PM


Friday, March 10, 2006

humanity cover me with the ashes of remembrance,
i will learn from this pain.
there is no darkness without light to teach us of ourselves.
life to lifeless to eternity,
life to lifeless the cycle repeats,
death unfolds itself painfully to unmask how fragile we are,
death unfolds itself painfully,
teacher of sanity.
the pain drags me down,
i'll rebuild me.

with bloodshot eyes,
i watch her slip in.
theres always someone fucking hanging,
can anybody help me make things better.

Daphne in West Grand Boulevard
http://www.purevolume.com/westgrandboulevard
the previous male vocalist definitely sounds better than daphne.


06/06/06
5:10 PM


Thursday, March 09, 2006

yakult addiction.

my ribs seems to be crushing in,
my bones are aching,
my back is burning,
my feet is cold,
i seem to be running on a fever.
but that thing shows tat im perfectly fine.

i love spoilt milk,
&
u r the milk i love.

i seem to not understand u,
u seem to not understand me.
but...


06/06/06
12:16 AM


Sunday, March 05, 2006

wad a small world.
my friend happens to be my friend's friend.
4-2 was the result.
assisted the 1st,
scored the 2nd,
watched the 3rd and 4th.

time flies.
3 month ago was the last time we met.

val, try drinking milk first.
they say milk makes u drunk.
lol


06/06/06
12:55 AM


Wednesday, March 01, 2006

lame shit-
2 man-eating beasts were feasting on a clown.
1 of them asked, "does it taste funny?"
zz...

call of bad news.
damn.

cheese cake over durian flavoured ice cream together with milk taste great.

y would ppl not attend to the salesman when he knocks on the door?
at least dun be rude and walk towards the door and reject him.
instead of hiding in the room, asking everyone to keep quiet.

fucktard lives here. :)
ringworm.. irritating....
time to turn the tide.


06/06/06
1:44 AM


Sunday, February 26, 2006

It all built up, inside of me
A place so dark,
so cold,
i had to set me free.
Dont mourn for me,
u'r not the one to place the blame.
As bottles called my name,
i wont see u tonight.
So far away,
i'm gone.
pls dont follow me tonight.
and while im gone,
everything will be alright.

im not ur toy.
call me when u need me,
neglect me when u dun need me.


06/06/06
12:20 PM


Friday, February 24, 2006

this is the post effect of the first lie.

glass falls like rain.
bleeding from all holes.
needles sticking out from the back of the head.
fractured shoulders.
running bare footed on grounds field with glass.
stretched lips.

for love,
u went to bed covered with gasoline with me,
and set fire to it.

y all this when everything ends on the day u die?


06/06/06
1:39 PM


Thursday, February 23, 2006

boarded the bus,
found the only empty seat and took it.
seating beside was a girl,
long silky hair, tanned,
dressed in jeans and a green top.
the bus journey was long.
3 stops away from destination,
asked her for a name.
she replied with a smile.
5 mins later,
bend over and smooch her.
dropped at the same stop,
held her hands while walking.
cooked for her.
saw her back.
so much for a one day stand.

i still haven read it yet.
aprilla rocks,
but the parts sucks.

one more kiss could be the best thing,
one more lie could be the worst.
u love me,
but u dun know who i m.
so let me go,
juz let me go...


im sorry for yelling.


06/06/06
12:01 AM


Tuesday, February 21, 2006

juz a straight no if u dun wan.
enough of those excuses.
i nv give up asking u,
u nv give up giving the same reply.

i ran away the moment i saw u coming.
i rather die than have to see ur smile.
u asked them where m i,
the negative reply made u called.
i did not answer.
cos i was juz behind the wall.
u walked pass it to get to the toilet.
and so i slipped away,
running even further,
crossing the road the moment i saw u walking out with them.
hide myself behind a boulder
juz to secretly take a look at u.
they saw me but did not tell u.
a pure white lie to cover the first lie.
i ran juz to keep the stick burning.


06/06/06
2:27 PM


Saturday, February 18, 2006

OUCHHH...
AAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHH........

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06/06/06
9:56 PM


Thursday, February 16, 2006

fucking irritated.
like i said.
i juz wait and hear wad u say.
fuckers.

this life seem to be one big lie.
i've lost in every game i played.
juz wanna lie on my bed with my eyes wide open staring up at the ceiling.

maybe only 2 weeks later,
or maybe not.

ok, i'll stop doing that.
im changing back,
i know but i cant stop.
help me...

everything seem to come to a halt abruptly.

shirts, troubles, problems, unspoken truth, spoken lies, limitations, messes, girl, friends, family, quarrels, shouts, band, guitars, school, money, deaths, lives, bastards, fuckers, dates, time...

thought abt this, this morning --- y all this hassles, y all this hard work, y all this romance, y all this money, y all this shits, y all this quarrels, y all this fights, y all this walking, y all this running, y all this typings, y all this extras, y all this songs, y all this words, y all this letters, y all this papers when we know we will die one day?


06/06/06
6:50 PM


Monday, February 13, 2006

honeymoon's back...
it's as if we juz started a month ago.
u still owe me something (:

and if your lungs still let you breathe,
i'll breathe air for u.

y m i the talking point every year?
argh..
im gonna work hard.
projects, projects, projects
tests, tests, tests
tomorrow will be a better day.


06/06/06
12:02 PM


Tuesday, February 07, 2006

bruising and bleeding right shin accompanied with sprained ankle.
its not good to be good at times.
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every 1 call i made means i miss u.
every 10 calls i made means i miss u badly.
every 100 calls i made means i wanna see u NOW.
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every call that last 0.001 sec means i love u.
every call that last 45 mins means call me back.
every call that last more than 90 mins means call me back again.
every call that last more than 135 mins means lets not stop talking.
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8 & 7 (:
u & me

im surprised this summer,
to see the sun once again.


06/06/06
4:23 AM


Monday, February 06, 2006

should have worked today.
i tot it would be a nice day to take a break,
but it turned out shitty.
fuck...

anyway, yeah, im sorry jerry..
should control myself more.
returning ur guitar tmr.
only managed to learn scars and compose.
still trying hard to get sweet child o' mine and pull harder on strings of martyr right.

when was i not a man?


06/06/06
12:16 AM


Thursday, February 02, 2006

i'll prove to u guys that it will hit him, and there goes a whole chunk of saliva free falling from the 5th floor.
piak.
all 5 laughed till our stomach cramp, some of us almost dropped.
surprising he wasnt angry went he came up.
culprit - Chin Sheng
victim - Anand

failed 2.02, damn shit.
things are stacking up.
tests, projects...
busy weeks up ahead.
im suffocating and forgetful..
fuck!

wad a waste...
tsk tsk...


06/06/06
10:18 PM




cny resolutions:
- spend more time with my family
- earn more
- get my license
- get my bike
- get serious
- get a scholarship(hopefully)
- improve on my bass
- buy a electric guitar
- gigs
- EP records
- be on her right no matter wad

wad a cny...
temptations after temptations,
but i resisted them all somehow.

sis, it was juz a false alarm. LOL
if u dunno wad im talking abt, call me...

projects, exams, dates, gatherings, reunions, etc..
if only theres 29 days this feb..


06/06/06
2:38 AM


Sunday, January 29, 2006

prada, zara, guess, topman, wh, etc...
tori-q, abalone, fish maw soup, sushi, drink etc...
an expensive night

side project coming up.
happy chinese new year!

blank denial is wad we call ourselves.
called peter and shouted we are called blank denial into the hp, and hangup right after that.
he msged back and scolded us.

ciao`


06/06/06
12:19 AM


Friday, January 27, 2006

sigh-
sigh-
ouch-
sigh-
sigh-
it looks so fake.

wad can i say?
so much of breathing space,
yet so tough to breath.

i miss u,
i'll be waiting..


06/06/06
11:49 AM


Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Audio Breakout, Spanish Fly, West Grand Boulevard, Ronin, Crossbred.
Crowd was a disappointment,
but the music simply rocks.
WGB(punk) drummer's excellent.
Guitars were excellent,
guitarists are humans,
thus having a little mistakes here and there.
a gig worth catching.
http://www.friendster.com/viewphotos.php?p=e&pid=227431159&uid=4712099
next coming up gig will be in NP atrium, 4th feb 10am and RGS, 4th Feb, 7pm.($10)

so many things,
but wad can we do?
looks as if it was.
i need ur support.

hopefully nth goes wrong,
so that we r able to get EP records.


06/06/06
11:58 AM


Sunday, January 22, 2006

i used to not understand,
but finally, i understand.
i saw.
u'r juz being dumb.
i wont be stopping u.

seriously, i think u'r blind.
cant u see the obvious?

no need to justify ur ulterior motive,
stop if u'r merely putting up a show.

slit n bled with a penknife.
a threnody for romance..

a voice told me to.
ppl think im crazy and depressed.
dun assume.
see me thru before the verdict.


06/06/06
11:57 PM


Saturday, January 21, 2006

she's so weird.
i dont see y the others can understand but not her...
im still so damn right abt it.
cant u see wad im seeing?

there goes my pay..
somehow,
im worst than a girl.
exchanged numbers.... good deal. (:

i seriously hope wad i hoped will come true.

today's so unlucky.
held 1 cup of ice milo and another cup of ice tea in both hands.
suddenly, both juz slipped off,
and i managed to save 3/4 my milo,
while jerry had to lick his ice tea up, if he still wans, on the floor.

lonely weekends again.
saddening-


06/06/06
12:26 AM


Friday, January 20, 2006

together with baby, we went on an bus hunt.
she looks hot with those heels on,
she sizzles when the rain falls on her.

i juz had the bloody herb thing.
they called it gui lin gao in chinese.
sweetness followed by bitterness,
n the bitterness of the jelly is worst than bitter melon.
now my tongue is grey, thanks to the herb jelly.

2.01 and still passing.

jerry tried acting gay outside class today,
but failed to impress anyone.
try harder, u can do it someday.


06/06/06
2:42 AM


Monday, January 16, 2006

my indecent obsession says:
i'll be with MY BOY right till the end.

spend 2 days together with baby with some breaks in between.

the dark is lame.
horror, but i dont see any horror in it cept' for one part.

TGM 5 string bass cos 600+
sucky..
bass effects,
125,135, 150.
guitar - 750
omg, i gotta save.

im so lonely.
they've all left me in this world.

sing my sadness away,
play my loneliness away,
fade my sorrows away.

love is blind,
true love isnt.

i was selling a dream,
but im keeping it now.


06/06/06
2:39 AM


Wednesday, January 11, 2006

my existence seems unknown to u.
happy anniversary.

gonna see that fucker 1st thing in the morning tmr.
boring..

mom's gonna end my line soon.
good, dun say u cant contact me.

so many fucked up stuff happened back to back.

oh ya, somehow i freaking cum on my shirt yesterday.
shit.


06/06/06
12:19 AM


Sunday, January 08, 2006

i got it so right,
things wont be the same after sch reopens.
wad's the point of asking when u already decided?
seriously, where's the fun in all that?
im no longer interested...

today is sadist's day.
drew a pentagram on my palm using a pen knife at work.
looks cool..
ur angel is weeping blood

from a new comer,
to a hardworking worker,
to a slacker
finally now a slacker cum technician employee.

its hard to say.


06/06/06
11:18 PM


Friday, January 06, 2006

2nd jamming session was held at katong.
omg, the studio is awesome!
jammed 2 songs.
audioslave - be yourself : near perfect
dashboard confessional - vindicated: perfect, except for the vocals.
none of us could remember whole of the lyrics.
did some recording,
but distortion was too much for the mp3 to take it.
we'r gonna fucking compose!

Life is just a waiting line for death.

My inner child is sixteen years old today

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.

How Old is Your Inner Child?


baby, my inner child is 10 yrs older than yours. This proves something. (:



06/06/06
11:47 PM


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

no one seems to fucking understand my actions.
stop tryna act as if u know it all.
how can i trust u when u r acting like a hypocrite?

get your hands off the girl
can't you see that she belongs to me?
and i don't appreciate this excess company.
though i can't satisfy all the needs she has

i feel like cutting my heart out now,
cos its so fucking pain.

i seem to be in need all the time,
juz wait till u get to this point.
u'll understand y.

dude, seriously, fuck off.


06/06/06
1:55 AM


Sunday, December 25, 2005

Merry Christmas!

this xmas is different..
quiet but lovely.
i tried to make it for u,
but it backfired.
oppss...

dun play with ernie too much,
keep it for the kids.
i love the way u giggle when u saw ernie.

who says u aint sweet at all?

10 more days to CT,
i haven even started studying.
bless me!

the bike instructor is so freaking funny.
cant believe wad craps he said.


06/06/06
10:53 PM


Saturday, December 24, 2005

thanks for everything:
  1. - being there at my class chalet
  2. - getting me a chalet
  3. - the present
  4. - taking care of me when im wasted
  5. - letting me see u back
  6. - bringing my stuff from my house to me juz after u reached home

wad more can i ask for?

one mistake is more den enough to ruin everything.
u opened the doors to let me in,
but i pushed u out and slammed it right in ur face.
its clearly my fault.
no explanations will do it.
no one is to be blamed except for me.
i shouldnt have.
no reasons can be a reason for me to do it.

i screwed everything up.
i scared u away.
im such a childish fucker


06/06/06
3:30 AM


Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Las Posadas @ Coccolatte

22nd Dec Thursday

Hip Hop/RnB all night

Drinks at 1 for 1 from 11 - 12

Presale tics at $15

call me, dom - 90235825


06/06/06
2:12 AM




i wan ur presence than ur presents.

omg..
a total different corolla.
huge sub woofer in the boot,
neon light all around,
custom made guages,
speedometers,
body kits,
rims,
braking systems,
clutch.
and the way it went vrooommm... jiizzzz...
corners after corners..

drove all the way to darren's gf's house,
her dad was like suspecting us cos we went pass the house like 10 times
n we came up with a plan
jk went down to ask for directions cos we wanted to have a closer look at his gf.
her dad came out in blue boxers!

hopefully it'll come by wed.


06/06/06
1:22 AM

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